make up yer mind!!
11:26 p.m. & 2005-01-16
another blog address..when will I be contented?
Tara na sakay na! O buendia, buendia, dosehan po yan! Paki bilis aalis na!
9:19 p.m. & 2005-01-09
Yung blog ko sa LJ itutuloy ko dito kasi eto na yung nakaopen nang nakita ko ang gusto ko na talagang ikwento kaya hindi na makapagintay na magsarado at magbukas pa ng mga bagong links baka makalimutan ko lang ang nais iparating..
NYETAAAAAAAH! Todo selos na to!! Bat ganon?! Stranger ni-link niya, ako dehins!! Hehe. Selos amp. Wala lang. Close kami e. Or at least dating close... Haha. Baka closed? Hahaha. Yung tiangge sa may samin, nakakapampaganda ng madaling araw kasi pag umuuwi ako galing sa gig, dun ako madalas bumababa ng jeep at nakikita ko palagi ang malaking sign nilang may nakasulat: "CLOSE". Hahaha. Ayun. Teka, balik tayo sa pagrereklamo ko. Eto pa, yung stranger na yun, sakin lang nakuha yung URL niya..for short, FRIEND KO, pare! Hindi niya friend! Haaaaargh. Wala lang. Hehe.
Chillax, Carol. Chillax. :)
Sana'y masabi sa awit kong ito.
Lahat ng ninanais ng puso ko.
Sana saan man patungo sa buhay.
May pag-ibig, may pag-asa may saya at saysay.
Sana'y sa bawat sandali matikman pa.
Ang sarap ng pag-sasama at simpleng ligaya.
Tara na sakyan lang at malay mo
nandyan lang, nandyan lang ang hinahanap mo.
Lakas naman magpatama nung line na yun...
Signed, Buendia Girl. Hahhahaaha.
Labo amp.
Namamangka ka nanaman....
2:45 a.m. & 2004-12-30
I just visited my first ever blog addie, wala lang. Ang sarap balikan ang memories. Noon pa yung time na may kwenta pa talaga lahat ng sinusulat ko, kasi pag alam kong walang kwenta, hindi ko na sinusulat. Hindi tulad ngayon, pag may gusto akong sabihin, kahit walang kwenta, sulat lang ako ng sulat. Argh. I missed those days.
Nga pala, nakakapagtaka, dito ako nagblog? Si Diane kasi eh. Minsan na lang mamilit yan, kaya pinagbigyan ko na..Miss ko na rin dito.. Naguguluhan na nga ako kung lilipat na ba akong LJ ng permanente, o babalik dito sa DLand..Mas masaya ata dun eh... Hmmmm...
Sablay hirits from Ate Chelle!
10:13 p.m. & 2004-12-13
"Let's call it tonight"
"Well well well. Look do we have
here!"
"Let's give them a big hand of applause."
"The more the
manyer."
"It's a no-win-win situation."
"Burn the bridge when
you get there."
"Anulled and void."
"Mute and academic."
"C'mon let's join us!"
"If worse comes to shove."
"Are you joking my leg?"
"It's not my problem anymore, it's your problem anymore."
"What are friends are for?"
"You can never can tell."
"Been there, been that."
"Forget it about it."
"Give him the benefit of the daw."
"It's a blessing in the sky."
"Right there and right then."
"Where'd you came from?"
"Take
things first at a time."
"You're barking at the wrong dog."
"You
want to have your cake and bake it too."
"First and for all."
"Now and there."
"I'm only human nature."
"The sky's the
langit."
"That's what I'm talking about it."
"One of these days is not like the other."
"So far, so good, so far."
"Time is of the elements."
"In the wink of an eye."
"The feeling is actual."
"For all intense and purposes."
"I ran into some errands."
"Hi. I'm, what's yours?"
"What is the world is coming to?"
"What is the next that is?"
"Get the most of both worlds."
"Bahala na sila sa mga batman nila."
"Whatever you say so."
"Base-to-base casis."
"My answers have been prayered."
"Please me alone!"
"It's as brand as new."
"So... what's a beautiful girl like you?...."
"I can't take it anymore of this!"
"Are you sure ka na ba?"
"Can't you just cut me some slacks?"
ETO PA....
1. I couldn't care a damn!
2. What's your next class before this?
3. Nothing in this world is
perfect except the
word "change"
4. Can you repeat that for the
second time
around once more from the
top?(ulitin natin hanggang mamatay
tayo!)
5. My dad brought home a lot of hand-me-
downs!
6. Standard and Chartered Bank
7. I'm very iterated!!! (transalation: galit
sya!
haha!)
8. I'm sorry, my boss just passed away.
(translation: kakadaan lang
ng boss nya.)
9. Hello, my boss is
out of town. Would you like
to wait?
10. What happened after the
erection of Mayon
Volcano?
11. Don't touch me not!
12. Hello?... For a while, please hang yourself...
13. Its spilled milk
under the bridge.
14. Don't change anything! Keep it at ease.
15. Hello McDo? Mag-i-inquire lang ako kung
magkano ang kidney meal?
16. You!!! You're not a boy anymore! You're a
man anymore!
17. Out
of fit ako these days eh...
18. Come, lets join us!
19. Bring
down the house down!
20. I'm the world champion of the World!!!
21. Beneath the Belt!
22. Rule of Hand... (thumb yata ibig
sabihin...)
23. Can you repeat it once again?
24. Mukhang
haggard-looking.
25. Do you have more brighter ideas?
26.
Halatang obvious naman yata.
And that's how the cookie crumbs.
BENTA!!!! WAHAHAHA!
friendtest
6:35 p.m. & 2004-12-06
hehehe. try niyo lang..walang magpepekeng pangalan ah! ehehehe!:p
from where I'm standing, my grass is green.
10:21 p.m. & 2004-12-05
nagpunta ako dito sa computer shop para magpatuyo, kasi naglakad kami sa ulan ng mga ka-choir ko. pero hindi ko matiis na hindi mag-update sa lj. hindi ko alam kung bakit. tagal ng pending ang kwento ng buhay ko dito sa diaryland. wahahaha. di bale, makakabawi rin ako.
Kulang sa pag-ibig
8:25 p.m. & 2004-11-30
Dahan dahang lumalamig
unti-unting dumidilim
Sa saliw ng yong pagtingin
ang oras ay
bumibilis
kumakaripas
naghihintay na lang
kasama ng ulan
at ayokong magising
sa umagang nangaakit mabuksan
naninimtim
di alam
walang patutunguhan
di mapigilan ang pagngiti
paglaya mo'y minimithi
nagyayaya nang makisayaw
ang himig ay
nangaaliw
isang pagdiriwang
sa ilalim ng bituin
sa liwanag ng buwan
at ayokong magising
sa umagang nangaakit mabuksan
naninimtim
di alam
walang patutunguhan
ayoko na
hindi sinasadya
hindi ko sinasadya
--->
wala talagang patutunguhan. shiyet.
Type lang ng type..Sige pa..
9:40 p.m. & 2004-11-28
I went to MYX MO yesterday. Kapagod. Wala rin naman kasi kaming napala. We had a long trip, from my house to Espana. (Well it was worth it..meron pang gulaman stop over yun..hehe. and the thought na kasama mo scramble gurls, ok na eh! Kahit wala ng gulaman. ;P)
Pagdating namin dun, sarado na yung cd sale. Nakipagrambulan pa si Ernz para makakuha ng icecream, para magkaron kami ng "pass" na tatak sa VIP place.. (VIP place daw?! Eh lahat ng taong magkakaron ng "pass" isa lang ang entrance! @#@*(&!) Ayun. Umuwi na rin si Ernzie. Di na rin kami nakapasok. Basta, nagkasiksikan, nagkaipitan, nagkawalaan na't lahat. Kaya pumunta na lang kaming quad.
Harhar. Oh yeah. Nung other night (friday) mom and I went to Saguijo. We partied the night away! Hwhahaha! Joke lang. Watched Urbandub. Haaaaaaaay. Pamatay. John was there. Galing galing niya talaga.
Remembered Kuya Roland. Damn.
Oh yeah, you can find my dramachine here.
The architect
8:24 a.m. & 2004-11-27
"Architect: I am the Architect. I created the Matrix. I've been waiting for you. You have many questions, and though the process has altered your consciousness, you remain irrevocably human. Ergo some of my answers you will understand, and some of them you will not. Concordantly, while your first question may be the most pertinent, you may or may not realize it is also the most irrelevant.
Neo: Why am I here?
Architect: Your life is the sum of a remainder of an unbalanced equation inherent to the programming of the Matrix. You are the eventuality of an anomaly, which, despite my sincerest efforts, I have been unable to eliminate from what is otherwise a harmony of mathematical precision. While it remains a burden assiduously avoided, it is not unexpected, and thus not beyond a measure of control. Which has led you, inexorably... here."
"Neo: Choice. The problem is choice."
"rchitect: The first Matrix I designed was quite naturally perfect, it was a work of art - flawless, sublime. A triumph equalled only by its monumental failure. The inevitability of its doom is apparent to me now as a consequence of the imperfection inherent in every human being. Thus, I redesigned it based on your history to more accurately reflect the varying grotesqueries of your nature. However, I was again frustrated by failure. I have since come to understand that the answer eluded me because it required a lesser mind, or perhaps a mind less bound by the parameters of perfection. Thus the answer was stumbled upon by another - an intuitive program, initially created to investigate certain aspects of the human psyche. If I am the father of the matrix, she would undoubtedly be its mother."
"Architect: There are levels of survival we are prepared to accept. However, the relevant issue is whether or not you are ready to accept the responsibility of the death of every human being on this world. It is interesting, reading your reactions. Your 5 predecessors were, by design, based on a similar predication - a contingent affirmation that was meant to create a profound attachment to the rest of your species, facilitating the function of the One. While the others experienced this in a very general way, your experience is far more specific - vis a vis love."
"Architect: Hope. It is the quintessential human delusion, simultaneously the source of your greatest strength and your greatest weakness."
---> My monologue. Minus the neo parts malamang!:p
It's tuts' birthday today!! Yehey! hehe.
I changed places with Bodjie, and I'm seated in front of Lee na!! Unfortunately, I also was placed closer to the aircon, pero ayos lang! Wala lang.
I have two simcards, both got no load. How pathetic.
Pag walang maisulat, humiram ng survey sa friendster
6:36 p.m. & 2004-11-25
1.Saan ka masaya?
- pag kumakain ng tempura kasama si inay
2.Saan ka naman malulungkot?
- pag meh gig na di natutuloy
3.Saan ka madalas nagpupunta?
- iskwelahan, simbahan, kung saan saan..
4.Saan ka laging naiinis?
- pag walang signal, walang load, sa mga taong nakakabadtrip lalo sa mga feeling pogi..
5.Saan ka madalas humingi ng payo?
- sa unan..
==========================
SINO
1.Sino ang Bestfriend mo?
- si twinkxx.. 
2.Sino ang pinaka-ayaw mong makasama sa
isang lugar?
- mga hindi marunong makisama.
3.Sino ang napakaimportanteng tao sa buhay
mo sa ngayon?
- eh...
4.Sino ang taong gusto mong makasama sa
isang gabi na kayo lang ang tao doon?
- eh...
============================
KANINO
1.Kanino ka nakapagsabi na ng iyong
problema na di mo kayang lutasin?
- to the Greatest Almighty Architect
2.Kanino ka nakapagtapat ng iyong
nararamdaman na gusto(mahal) mo sya??
- gawaing karpentero lang yan..
3.Kanino ka nakapaglabas ng sama ng loob
dahil sa ugali nya?
- marami rami na ren
4.Kanino ka lumalapit kapag may kailangan ka?
- depende sa kung sino ang meron nung kailangan ko..
5.Kanino mo nasabi ang salitang e2 "mahal kita
nung unang nakita kita."?
- wala eh..
====================
ANO
1.Ano ang napakaimportanteng bagay na
di mo nakakalimutan?
- yay..i forgot?
2.Ano ang di mo makalimutan hanggang
ngayon?
- ang mukha ni mis$%#$*( nung inasar namin sha.. wahahahahahah
3.Ano ang pinaka-ayaw mo sa isang tao?
- judgemental..
The Case of the Missing Marijuana
8:05 a.m. & 2004-11-25
PUNYETAAAAAAAAH! I just got a BR. A surprise inspection was made in our classroom. I am kind of happy that the searchers didn't find what they were looking for..Pero I am kind of pissed din kasi nadamay ang mga inosente. *EHEM!!!!* Alam mo yun, I should've placed my cellphone in my "chastity belt" pero putah..I duno why I didn't. Badtrip talaga!!!!! Tas Lee thought pa na nangiwan ako kasi hinablot ako bigla ni angel, kaya hindi ako nakasunod agad..Damn! Nauntog pa ko nung hinablot ako ni angeL! Tapos, tapos...!!!
heinaku. wala lang. feeling badtrip. Got to finish writing palanca letters for 4J people. :s
Hari ng Sablay
7:37 p.m. & 2004-11-23
Wooohoo! I saw the video of "Hari ng sablay" earlier. Wawa naman nung bata. Eheh. I'm making Lee's blog site. Wala lang!! hehe!:D
i hate usisera people. Lalo na if they're doing it to me, to my life. Bull. I also hate girlfriends who get jealous over girl friends of their boyfriends. Wala lang. They have the right nga naman. The upper right. Nyerr. Sometimes people just get too jealous. Eh pero? Wala naman silang dapat pagselosan? HellO?! Wala lang. Narami rin palang ibang situations na dapat lang pagselosan. Haha. Weirdo ka carol.
I love jack. Amen.
Trying out the grass on the other side
10:24 p.m. & 2004-11-22
Lookie.. MY LJ URL.
The layout sucks noh?
Bat walang comments board?!?!
1:02 a.m. & 2004-11-22
DARN!!!!!!
Oh yeah, I saw Mavic in the rockwell mass kanina. Wala lang. :)
I don't have a friggin boyfriend!!
11:32 p.m. & 2004-11-20
I went shopping with mudra earlier!! So fun talaga!!! I bought a lot of jackmy_rijuana collectibles. Hehe. And ate waffles. ~yummy!~
BTW, I saw 2B. uuy, he's getting taller ha! Hahahahah! Wala lang. I am saving money to buy the following:
* Bongos
* Cellphone demmit!
* Checkered shoes
* Other jackmy_rijuana collectibles!
Hahahahah.
jackmy_rijuana = jack skellington, my rijuana.
my rijuana = my addiction.
Waaaaaaaaaaah! my tonsils hurt.
Wala nanamang masabi...
11:27 p.m. & 2004-11-16
"I can't cry hard enough for you to hear me now.."
what a sad statement. i am home from choir practice. i had bonded with lee, ate tempura, rode 2 jeepneys and almost had been (?) run over by another jeepney..
darn.
aaaaaaaaaaaaargh!!
ang kulang, kahit anong gawin mo, kung kulang talaga, hangang sa huli, kulang parin.
haaay. namimiss na kita.
i had a bad day again...
11:22 p.m. & 2004-11-16
30 means of getting to know
where girls are coming from....
1. When a girl says she's sad, but she isn't crying, it means she's
crying in her heart.
2. When she ignores you after you've done something wrong, it's best to
give her some time to cool down before touching her heart with an
apology.
3. A girl can't find anything to hate about the guy she loves (which is
why it is so hard for her to 'get over him' after the relationship's
over.)
4. If a girl loves a guy, he will always be on her mind every minute of
the day, even though she flirts with other guys.
5. When the guy she likes smiles and stares deep into her eyes, she
will melt.
6. A girl likes to hear compliments, but usually is not sure how to
react to them.
7. When a particular guy flirts with a girl very often, a girl would
start thinking the guy likes her. So if you treat a girl just as a
friend, go
easy on the smiles and stare ok?
8. If you don't like a girl who likes you, break it to her gently.
9. If a girl starts avoiding you after you reject her, leave her alone
for a while. If you still treat her as a friend, talk to her.
10. Girls enjoy talking about what they feel. Music, poetry, drawings
and writing are ways of expressing themselves (which explains why most
girls like writing journals).
11. Never tell a girl that she is useless in any way.
12. Being too serious can turn a girl off.
13. When the guy she likes calls her for the first time, the girl may
act uninterested during the call. But as soon as the phone is back on
the hook, she will whoop with joy and immediately start telephoning her
friends to spread the news.
14. A smile means a lot to a girl.
15. If you like a girl, try making friends with her first. Let her get
to know you.
16. If a girl says she can't go out with you because she has to study,
leave.
17. But if she still calls you or expect a call from you, stay.
18. Don't try to guess a girl's feelings. Ask her.
19. Hearing the words "I love you" is a great reassurance to a girl
that she is beautiful.
20. After a girl falls in love with a guy, she'll wonder why she never
noticed him before.
21. If you need tips on how to flirt with a girl,read romance stories.
22. When class pictures come out, a girl would first check who is
standing next to her crush before actually looking at herself.
23. A girl's ex-crush will always be in her memory, but the guy she
loves now stays in her heart.
24. Girls love having fun!
25. A simple 'Hi' can brighten a girl's day.
26. A girl's best friends usually know best what she is feeling and
going through.
27. Girls hate it when a guy pays attention to them just to get close
to their 'prettier' friend.
28. Love means devotion, caring and happiness to a girl, in that order.
29. Some girls care about looks, some care about brains, but ALL girls
want a guy who will love and care for them.
30. Girls want nothing more than to feel loved!!!
one loves the sunset when one is so sad...
Damn these thoughts
5:19 p.m. & 2004-11-14
my weekend's just great. i've made a LOT of people disappointed because I wasn't able to be there for all of them, at the same time. I've become really desperate that I wished for 2 clones. I'll be able to go anywhere, at the same time. But then again, you cannot please everybody. Wala rin.
I want to learn how to do the beatbox...
Haay.
I am selling phones. Kahit anong model. Name it.
So sorry...
5:26 p.m. & 2004-10-03
it wasn't my fault that your other friends stood you up..but i know that I was one of them and I am sorry. I am sincere in giving you my greatest apologies, i just hope you understand..alam mo naman na i really wanted to be there..sometimes the world just doesn't give us the freedom to choose where we want to go and who we want to be with..
lotus feet
11:03 p.m. & 2004-11-11
tired.
went to school wearing shoes that don't fit.
walked and walked.
went to glorietta.
walked and walked.
stood and watched Rivermaya.
walked and walked.
went home with dead feet.
mourn with me.
I have a sun sim na!!!!!
09225350708
Oh yeah, I've got a friend selling 7610 and 6600 phones. 20k yung 7610 and 15k yung 6600. 2 gives. BRAND NEW. it comes with the box, the charger, completo talaga. Contact me if interested. ;)
I need a hug
6:17 a.m. & 2001-01-04
I lost my little prince. Argh. The only book used in school that I don't get tired of reading over and over...Waaaaaah. I think someone borrowed it and forgot to return it... Sino kaya? Nakalimutan ko na ren e.. Darn.
Taning: Imago
saan mapupulot ang pag asa
may katuwiran ba ang sana
ngiti ko ang iyong galak
langit ko ang iyong kandungan
permiso sa isang araw na
makasama ka
abiso ng pusong bulag
na humahanga
tama bang aminin na nating may taning itong pag ibig natin
dakila man walang kasaysayang kakapit sa bulag na pag ibig
san hihingi ng patawad
kung walang dahil
antangis ko ang yong luha
nais ko ang iyong kalayaan
permiso sa isang araw na
makasama ka
abiso ng pusong bulag
na humahanga
tama bang aminin na nating may taning itong pag ibig natin
dakila man walang kasaysayang kakapit sa bulag na pag ibig
--->*EMOte* I want a copy of Imago's Take two.
the whole world doesn't revolve around your ass
6:09 a.m. & 2001-01-04
blah blah blah blah.
Just so you know, I hate you too..
Thank God for the rain...
8:11 p.m. & 2004-11-09
It has been a while since I craved for the sun to touch my skin. Ang sarap pala pag pinayagan mo. I mean, pag hindi mo iwasan. Yes, I've always been under the sun, di naman ako taong bahay..pero, hindi ko talaga ginusto. I usually have my umbrella, and when I feel the sun's rays touching my skin, I complain. Pero kanina, I wanted to walk on the sunny side, without the payong. Labo?
Siguro malamig kasi ang paligid, kaya kinailangan ko ng araw.
Weird. I usually enjoy feeling cold.
Things change.
And when they do, deal with it.
Oh yeah, the Madrigal singers were alright. They were the younger batch, kaya mejo not what I expected. Pero ok lang. They're better than us, that's for sure.
Nakakamangha nga sila, nakakapagpadama naman kami..
di ka masaya. pagod na ako. tapusin na natin ito.
1:38 a.m. & 2004-09-30
For the first time I have experienced waiting for the school bus. I woke up at 5am, and I don't know how I did it, but I finished all my morning regimen in an hour. Yebah! Haha. No I am not excited to go back to school. I don't want to pa nga eh. But do I have a choice? Yeah. Pero wala akong kasama eh..If you know what I mean.. ;P
Eto na kwento ko! Ang sobrang saya talaga eh! Una, mother and I went bonding. Not really bonding, kasi we sat for more than an hour waiting for my cellphone to be fixed, di rin naman naayos. Pero kahit na, magkasama parin kami. Bihira na yon e. Darn. After giving it a deep thought, I went to admit one's 3rd anniversary in freedom bar, anonas. Although i only stayed for an hour and a half, i enjoyed every second of it. when i went in, wee introduced me to his friends. one of 'em was cute. he looks like MY VIOLINIST plus a girly accent. Unfortunately, when Wee mentioned his name, I went too gaga over him that I wasn't able to hear. So anyway, the night went on without me asking for his name. Wala. Torpe-girl version. Haha. Pero nagusap kami. Kaso na-chicken nanaman ako, kaya umalis ako. I went outside to buy a gift for Hazel. I ended up buying something for myself, none for Hazel. Yes, selfish. I met new friends pa! Kasi while I was talking to the girl selling the merch, another girl stood beside me and started sales-talking the merch to me. I knew her by face, kasi lagi sha andon. Eion, in the middle of the conversation, while we were laughing our hearts out, the sales-talking girl asked, "Hey, what's your name?" and the girl selling the merch said "Huwat?! Hindi kayo magkakilala?!" Ayun. See how friendly we are. Rockers are friendly. APir. So yun, the sales-talking girl's name is Heidi, the girl selling the merch's name is Nikki, and the other guy is Carlo. Cool noh? So yun, when I was about to pay na, someone approached me..He looked at me as if expecting me to recognize him.. He looked familiar.. (Yeah Carol. Sayo naman everyone looks familiar.. As if kasi you see their faces). It wasn't until he mentioned Jen's name, na nakilala ko na talaga sha. Sha pala yung kasama namin nung sa WETe de la Musique! Hehe. Friend ng spice girls. Ayun, when I turned to say goodbye to my new found friend Heidi, he disappeared. Sayang. Pero Cool talaga ni Heidi.
So I left and walked to domacs, where my mom's waiting. She told me to buy food kasi nga lunch pa ko huling kumain. I bought twister fries and a strawberry float. I was in the middle of my lamon stage, when I felt the urge to look at the counter thingie. Exacto, he was there! The cutie kanina! He was smiling at me! I was caught offguard. As in. Sobra. Naging kasing pink ko ata yung strawberry float nung nakita ko siyang nakatingin habang lumalamon ako. Haha. Ok lang. Nakatingin naman sha. Yihee!! *Doing the monkey dance* I wonder what his name is? Hmm...
So yun! Di na ko nakakwento about the bands na naabutan ko. 3 lang. I had to leave for Cat's birthday pa kasi. I was able to watch Dicta License, Giniling Festival, and Sun Valley Crew.
Dicta License, sobrang na-miss ko. 5 songs lang tinugtog nila, naiwan nanaman nila kong sabik for more.
Giniling Festival, astig! Ang kulet! They had lyrics like "Mahal kita pero psycho ka!" and "Chong, boyfriend mo pokpok, boyfriend mo malandi.." Hehe! Kulet pa ng tono, may pagka-anime, na jumpy..ewan! Basta, kulet! Kailangan mapakingan ulet! Hehe..
Sun valley crew, masarap panoorin kasi andun sina Mong, pero hindi ko trip ang tugtog. Napapapalo ako sa katabi ko.
After all that, I went to cat's birthday. From makati, I go to qc, after an hour, i go back to makati to find out that i can't stay in that part of makati, kasi i have to go home ren. Labo? Kasi ang plan talaga, i'll join the sleepover. Kaso, i'm the assigned alto to sing sa rockwell the following morning, kaya di pwede.. BTW, I saw olbez attending the mass sa rockwell nga..kulet. La lang. Ayun. I had fun at cat's house. Daming pagkain. Yummy.
I told you guys I'd wear puruntong shots.. ;) Haha.
I've much to say, pero I have to go to the church, again. The Madrigal singers are going to sing later eh. yehey!
Feeling 
tantantinin
10:35 p.m. & 2004-11-07
Just got home from choir practice. I attended two masses today, and spent another hour in the church for the practice. Ang saya diba?
Yesterday, I had so much fun nanaman....
Bukas na ko magkkwento. May pasok na pala..
blank
6:59 p.m. & 2004-11-05
Kanina I've a lot to say. Ngayong asa harap na ko ng computer, nada.
I've talked to roland, finally. I so missed him, sobra. dati kasi, if there's anything i want to let out, kay roland ko nasasabi. parang source of strength ko. eh ngayon, wala rin shang strength, literal. kaya hirap kausapin... hay. darn.
mom, dad, me and kuya
12:08 p.m. & 2001-01-01
bat anliit? demn.
Ross. puro ross kasi e? :p
11:39 a.m. & 2001-01-01
I had a very happy bonding with Ross, Meia, Jan9 and Justinne. :) They were very funny. Hehe. Si Ross talaga, sobrang saya kasama. Anywhere, anytime. ;)
Di ko mapigilan ang sarili ko sa pagkwento sa Jeepney experience. Nung sumakay kami ni Ross sa jeep, tahimik. E since asa loob na kami, nawala ang katahimikan. umingay na. Una nahiya pa ko e. Kasi nga mejo malakas ang boses. Pero si Ross yan e, mapipigilan ko bang tumawa? Edi yun. Ayun. Lahat tuloy ng mata, at tenga, nasa amin. Kung hindi kami tinitignan, pinapakingan kami. Oha! Ganon ka-lakas ang intensity ng boses ni ross + boses ni carol. Yebah. Hehe. Saya diba. *talon! talon!*
Pagdating nina meia, we bought ingredients for our carbonara. We cooked carbonara which had grated cream cheese, 2 beef cubes, and a lot of mushroom. Masarap naman. And we hung out. As in. Nag hang kami sa labas. Nyerr. We hung in pala. Nag hang kami sa loob.
WTF?
I wasn't able to attend choir practice kasi I arrived mga 10 pm na..Eh practice was till 10 lang..Wala, I guess I really wanted to go to practice. Minsan naman kasi umaabot talaga kami ng 11. Bakit kaya na-late, noh Ross? Sa susunod kasi, alamin mo yung bahay niyo. Kaya nga bahay ninyo e. "There's no place like home". Nyerr! Ok lang yon. You made me laugh naman e. Make pala. Still make. will make. Hehe.
Anyway, share ko lang, I stumbled over Avid's site. Astig. How I wish I had those hands..And the mind of course that gives power to it..
bowling for soup..
7:07 p.m. & 2004-11-03
8 o'clock, Monday night and I'm waiting
To finally talk to a boy a little girly than me.
His name is Dwaynie, he's a singer with a cute face,
He wears a two way, but I'm not quite sure what that means.
And when he walks,
All the wind blows and the angels sing.
but he doesn't notice me!
Cause he's judging at the POBSTAR
Creaming over hot girls
Smoking like a chimney
Lungs as dark as coffee twirls
It's like a bad movie
He is lookin' through me
If you were me, then you'd be
Screamin' "Someone shoot me!"
As I fail miserably,
Tryin' to get the boy all the bad girls want.
He's the boy all the bad girls want...
There he goes again with a goatee and a halo on his head He broke my heart I wanna be sedated All I wanted was to see him naked..
Haha.
EMOte
6:44 p.m. & 2004-11-03
I heard them fighting kanina. Thank God it's not hard to pretend to be sleeping. I don't want to get involved in their alitan. Daaah. I both love em for someone's sake. Wala akong kakampihan. Wala akong dapat kampihan. Drama nanaman? Damn. I want a digicam. Tenen.
Still sick.
blah
7:20 p.m. & 2004-11-02
We're having a surprise party for Kuya Jan later. Wala lang. x_x
sick to the bones
5:14 p.m. & 2004-11-01
I hate it when somebody else peeps at my computer while I am writing something important. Mabulag na sana ang mga taong dapat mabulag.
Just got home from the Holy Cross Cemetery. I also hate it when my Toto talks about his death. I mean, sila na nga lang ni mama ang tanging pamilya ko dito, ganon pa sha magsalita. Hindi man lang niya kinonsider ang mararamdaman ng iba sa mga gusto niyang mangyari sa sarili niya. *EMOte*
I still feel sick.
overnight - no sleeping over the night? labo.
3:52 a.m. & 2004-11-01
I am here at misleng's pad. We're having this "one man left standing" match.. There are already two people down, and there are five of us left. I think I'll be the next to be eliminated. I'm already feeling sleepy, with the fan in my face, and considering it's already four in the morning. Oh well. May the best insomniac win. x_x
I went to mass earlier, thank God I was able to sing, Dida did not attend mass, so I was the only alto in the chorale. We went to Kuya Jan's house after to celebrate his birthday. He's turning ** on November 2.. Yipee! Patty turned ** last friday, Misleng turned ** yesterday, and Ate Beng turned ** today. Yahoo. Happy birthday to everyone.
Elad and Kuya Jojo are now playing with the PS2, and the other contestants are (I think) preparing to go to sleep. (including me?!) When I'm done blogging, I'll probably go to sleep naren. Kahit na may cam. x_x
By the way, thanks Diane for helping me with the layout! mwah!
as the moon shines...
11:48 a.m. & 2004-10-31
such a traitor. i moved. sa wakas! i've been wanting to, last month pa! kaso i haven't got time to fix it..meron na ngang ibang entries dito e..hehe..
This is the WORST ever hangover since I've first attended gigs. Asia, Kat, Jen and I went to the final party of the San Miguel Oktoberfest thingie. Everything went fine, at first. We "gate-crashed" kasi we entered through the exit, and we didn't join the queue. Daya talaga. Pero karma had it's own way of getting back at us. Beer was thrown at us, and teargas destroyed our vocal cords. Makarma din sana yung mga may gumawa nun. The beer was ok, normal yun e. Pero yung teargas? Mali na yun...Kasi di naman kami magulo e. Hanggang ngayon it tortures me. Baka nga hindi pa ko makakanta sa mass later. Sobrang sakit, promise. I was talking pa non, bigla akong inubo, tas nag-ubuhan fest na lahat... Sobrang scary pa don, it felt like i was about to faint na. As in. Nakwento ko na kay Ross, ikukuwento ko ulit. Nung hindi na ko makahinga, tumingin ako sa taas. Nakita ko ang mga bituin. Hinanap ko ang buwan, at tinitigan. Kinausap nga niya ko e. Sabi niya bibigyan niya daw ako ng hangin, huminga lang ako sa loob ng t-shirt ko. Edi ginawa ko. Hindi naman ako mabaho ano bang kakatakutan ko? At yun, nakahinga ako. x_x si God talaga, hindi nakakalimot.
After non, I had a problem pa pauwi. Grabecious, hirap talaga pag walang phone. Si Patrick pala, andun lang! Edi sana sumabay na lang ako sa kanya! Si Jozen din, andun lang! Nung sinabi ko nga na wala akong kasabay pauwi, parehas silang nagreact ng "Bat kasi hindi mo ko tinext?!" Argh.
I attended a birthday party pa yesterday, sobrang nakakafrustrate dahil ang daming pagkain sa harap ko, pero hindi ko ginalaw dahil nga masakit pag lumulunok. Iniwan pa ko ng choir nung gabi. Haay.
Ngayon, I'm with Hazel. Wala bonding lang. She went to our house kagabi, kasi I had no one to accompany me sa bahay. Eksakto halloween pa diba? Eion, we had our breakfast sa wendy's, at ngayon, nagcocomputer na lang kami.
Masayang malungkot.
Mga taong namimiss ko sana namimiss din ako.. *parinig*
Kandila - Sugarfree
5:53 p.m. & 2004-08-18
Ngayong gabi madilim dito
Walang ilaw, brownout sa aking mundo
Sa init naiinip, sa dilim nangangapa
Naalala tuloy kita
Kandila lang ang kasama
Kandila lang ang kasama
Kandila lang?kumusta ka na kaya?
Kung kelan pa nawalan ng ilaw
Saka pa lahat naging malinaw
Baka ako ang may kasalanan
Kung bahit tayo may tampuhang
Hindi na pwedeng pagusapan
Sorry di kita hinabol
Sorry tayo'y Malabo
Maya maya lang ay may ilaw na
Pero sana malaman mo
Magkailaw man madilim pa rin
Kung wala ka
why are gay men so gorgeous? why are gorgeous men so gay?
7:38 p.m. & 2004-08-09
hahahaha. I think I'm falling in love with gay men. Ask Yow and Elad. All I talk about is gay men. It all started nung saturday.. (Actually before pa non, I fancy gay men na..) I went to this party where they let gay people..dance. Hoy, no, hindi po gay bar. It's a party. I was able to be with a few of them sa girls' cr. Actually, these were different gay people. They were the kind na mukha talagang girl. Yung trip ko yung parang half-half. Meron din nun dun. Nakasama ko pa sa table! Oha! He had a lot of chest hair. Haaaaay. Nga pala, how can we call them gay men, kung gay nga sila, hindi men..noh? Labo.
Because of this encounter with the gay species, I was convinced to form a new gender; kung ang lalaki, bading ang humahabol, ang bading naman ang hahabulin namin! Haha. This gender is open to all female, male, bifemme, bimale, tibo, and kapwa gay people in our society. No age limit! Who's with me??
Oo na. I can feel it. Puro talsik na ng laway mo ang keyboard sa kakatawa. Carol talks jibberish. Silly Carol.
I had my UPCAT last saturday din. Golly. Hahahahah. I've got nothing to say about it. Period.
Went to glorietta afterwards to meet up with my research groupmates. Unfortunately, they left me. Este, us (Cat and I) pala. So yun, we bonded na lang. with Lee. Grabe laughtrip chong. Sobrang happy happy.
And kanina!!! Hay naku heaven. Grabe. Salamat sa bato! and sa palpak na cellphone!!
isang tama, sampung mali. ganyan ako pumili.
7:39 p.m. & 2004-08-01
Ang ganda ng DRAMACHINE!!! sobra sobra sobra. Lalo na yung KANDILA, KWARTO, KWENTUHAN, SINTA, PROM, TULOG NA, HARI NG SABLAY, TAO, MANHID...Ehehee..basta lahat na!! Sobra pang saya nung friday, bonded with Kat, Asia, Jen, P.I, and B.P.I.! ehehe. Bakit B.P.I? Billie boy ni P.I! Nyerr...Sobrang saya!! I so heart you guys!! Enjoy talagang kasama, kahit wala kaming pera!!;)
GOt this from friendster, as usual...
"Makikipag break break break ako!!" -Fatal Posporos
1. "I just realized, I don't want to be
attached."
2. "I'm confused and I need some time out to find
myself!!!"
3. "Maybe this is not the right time for us."
4. "Di kita maalagaan ng tulad ng ineexpect mo.
You deserve someone better. That's not me."
5. "Lasing lang ako kagabi. Sorry."
6. "We are too different from each other."
7. "We have to meet other people to see what
it's like to be with someone else. I'm giving you
that choice. if you come back to me, we'll both
be better from having chosen freely."
8. "Someday, hahanapin kita, when we're both
ready. When we don't care about the odds. Kung
tayo talaga, tayo rin in the end, di ba?"
9. "I really think that we should break
up." "Why?" "Because I don't know if I still love
you."
10. "I just realized I haven't had time to walk
my dog..."
11. "It's not you, it's me...
12. "Talagang kapatid/kaibigan lang ang turing
ko sa'yo, e. Let's keep it that way."
13. "we are not growing anymore."
14. "I don't have feelings for you anymore."
15. "i need space..."
16. "Mahahanap mo rin ang para sa iyo. Good
luck
na lang."
17. "We don't fit in together."
18. "sorry kisses, di ka gusto ng mama ko"
19. "Sorry, I just realized mas gusto ko sa
lalake "
20. "let's call it QUITS! "
21. "Pupunta na ako sa America and I won't
come
back. Don't follow me there, please."
22. " Na Realize ko mahal ko pa pala Ex ko "
23. " Masyado kang Bata "
23.a "Masyado kang Matanda!" **
24. " Kung talagang tayo kahit saang sulok ng
mundomagtatagpo tayo"
25. "it was not meant to be ... so honey i am
setting you free to look for your destiny"
26. "our time together was beautiful ... but i
realized that there are still things i like to
discover so ..."
27. "you are too immature for me..."
28. "It seems that we are not compatible with
each other."
29. "Tama na. Ayoko na. "
30. " i've decided to move on with my life... "
31. "DI NA KITA MAHAL?"
32. "i think this would be better for both of us...
just
take care of yourself always..."
33."hindi na kita mahal, pwede wag mo na kasi
ako mahalin?,,"
34. "pwede wag ka nang nagdradrama
jan..tapos
na eh..ako,over nako sayo..kaya pwede tama na
iyak mo jan..o sya na padating na nililigawan
ko.."
35. "sawa na kong magpaka-martir. tama na."
36. "naging tayo ba?"
37."You just need to experience the warmth!"